Bust

For all my hoping and wishing and thinking that we could beat the odds....nadda. Temps took a nose dive and started spotting. The disappointment is crushing. I just feel so down. And I know that it was a LONG shot anyway, but I was still hoping and hoping. Now, I just feel blah, and down and depressed. The urge to break something and the urge to just break down and sob seem to alternate. I don't know. It's just so crushing and so depressing.